Before anything else, I want to reassure everyone that I am happy and healthy and feeling readjusted in Magdalena. It’s a beautiful day, the sun’s out and the mold in my room is struggling to survive – thanks to drier weather and Lysol!
Anyway, what I wanted to write about today focuses on a deeper level of transition I’ve been experiencing over the past month. Let’s call it developing roots. Cultural. Communal. Spiritual. … and even legal. Perhaps these changes have been on my mind because I will soon be in the process of applying for residency here, but I believe it extends much further than simply navigating the governmental requirements. At MTI, the kids and youth had an activity that involved uprooting and repotting a plant to help them visualize the change that we all experience when crossing cultures, and it’s encouraging to start to feel like the majority of these transitional struggles are ending… that I’m getting closer to being able to thrive in my new home… that my roots are growing again. But before moving on, I’ll share a bit of what Guatemalan residency would mean for me.
For all US citizens, Guatemala automatically grants a 90 day tourist visa when we cross into the country – by air, land or sea – that may then be renewed for an additional 90 days by jumping through hoops travelling to the central immigration office to fill out paperwork and pay a small fee. So effectively, a “tourist” has permission to stay in the country for 6 months per trip, and that’s the way that I’ve lived in Guatemala so far. However, I believe that at some point, it no longer makes sense to plan my life and work around these short stints because of finances, scheduling and other considerations – like never feeling settled in my new home. Not only can visa renewal trips be time consuming and costly, the visa expiration date could easily fall in the middle of a busy season of teams and I would need to be out of the country less than a couple of days. Therefore, I started to research other options (a bit limited) and have decided that temporary residency is a good path for me. For all types of residency, a person or organization also has to agree to be a financial guarantor for the applicant (i.e. me). Interestingly though, a church may serve this function, and Guatemala even lowers the application fees by 90% for those situations. This is the process I plan to begin next week, and even though I will have to incur additional expenses (beyond the residency payment) for a lawyer to be my official representative in the central immigration office, I trust that God has opened the door for this application and will provide the funds required (Q5000 – approx $625).
In a spiritual and communal sense, the Lord is also working on my roots. The differences between life here and in the states became noticeably clearer to me in September, and I have felt challenged (in a good way) to invest more of myself since returning. Mision Evangelica Monte Sinai, the local church that I attend, has for so long been a foreign place to me, and I only participated in the Sunday morning worship service. But I don’t want to be on the margins anymore. God seems to be asking me to trust him more, to trust that this sanctuary too can feel like home, and so following that call, I have started to regularly attend mid-week services and to accept opportunities to get to know the congregation. Already, I can see the new roots forming and drawing me deeper into this church and the town of Magdalena. These hymns and praise songs that were once so unfamiliar are becoming less so, I recognize members of the congregation in the street and am able to greet more of them by name, and through that, God again reminds me that he is guiding me, and that his grace is sufficient.
Blessed are those who trust in the Lord, whose trust is the Lord. They shall be like a tree planted by water, sending out its roots by the stream. It shall not fear when heat comes, and its leaves shall stay green; in the year of drought it is not anxious, and it does not cease to bear fruit. Jeremiah 17: 7-8
As I learn to trust more and more in God and allow him to establish these interwoven connections in my life, the foreign slowly inches toward (and one day will become) the familiar.
To those of you who pray for me daily, who support me financially, who have chosen to partner with me in mission in some way, thank you! You all deepen my spiritual community as well, and I look forward to introducing you to our Guatemalan brothers and sisters some day.
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